Salam Ramadhan..

Bermula esok, semua umat islam akan memulakan ibadah puasa selama sebulan..
Semoga Ramadhan taon ni membawa seribu rahmat buat aku..
hihi..
Salam Ramadhan buat semua~

Plannye, ingat nk balik kampung, nak puasa sama-sama ngn mak. Tp, baru je last week aku balik ke kampung. Mak ckp, dok je KL, xyah blk..huu~
Lgpon, next week rs cm nk blk lg. Gile lah..aku buat kL - cHini tu cm jiran sebelah umah plak..

Last week, aku balik kampung tanpa dirancang. Pukul 5 hari khamis tu, dlm lif, lepas solat asar kt surau uptown D,ondaway nak msk opis, tibe2 akak aku tepon, cakap mak masuk hospital.
Terkejut cam nk mati rasa. Rasa cam dunia nak terbalik. Lemah lutut. Sedih..
Aku tanye akak, nape mak masuk hospital? Dia ckp, tatao. Abah baru je kol bgtao. Lepas mak demam, mak gi buat medical check up kt klinik, tibe2 doktor suh mak naek ambulans gi hospital besar Kuantan..uwaa~
Dah la skrg ni H1N1 tengah menular. Aku rs memang nk meraung kt situ jugak. Tapi, aku control lagi suara. Takut akak aku dengar plak sok sek sok sek tangisan aku di sebalik talian. maloo plak..

Lepas masuk ofis, aku mmg x boleh nak concentrate kt keje da. Air mata memang kuar x henti2. Takut nye jadi pape kt mak. Time tu la jugak, sume perbuatan dan perbualan antara aku ngn mak cam terimbau blk. Rasa menyesal, rasa tamo duduk jaoh dari mak. Rasa nak terbang, gi jaga mak kat hospital.

Lepas aku kuar ofis petang tu, akak aku tepon. cakap mak x pape. Just demam and doctor ckp, ade low blood pressure. Lps cakap ngn mak, hati aku mula dah tenang sket. Aku pon ape lagi..Sok pagi2 trus cabut, blk Pahang. Nak gi jaga mak. Alhamdulillah..Semoga kesihatan mak dan abah sentiasa baek dan berpanjangan..Ameen~

Hati yang marah..

Ishhh..
bengang + geram + sakit ati..
adehh..rasa mmg nk mrh je ari ni..
rasa nak $%$#$$^^&&(*$%$%%...

apsl bangang sangat manusia itu?
sibuk !!!!
sibuk !!!!

aku da la saket ati ngn keje ni.
jumpa plak manusia yg mcm itu..
nape die x pegi mampus cepat2?

TLG JGN AMEK TAO PSL AKU + JGN KACO IDOP AKU + JGN SEBUT PSL AKU + AKU NGN KO TADE KENE MENGENA !!!
MULAI HARI NI, AKU MLS NK AMEK TAO PSL KO!!

a little happy news

waah..rs cm ada harapan je cuti yg aku apply ni ntk diluluskan..
after having a long discussion with my superior, hati aku yg tadinye sayu, merasa sedikit gembira. Here is details of our conversation yang buat hati aku berbunga riang:

[9:34:17 AM] ieda: bryan, chia wei..
[9:34:42 AM] ieda: can i apply for leave on next monday 13th july?
[9:35:48 AM] Bryan Chong: huh? so rush?
[9:36:08 AM] Bryan Chong: i meant we should apply 1 week before which it is stated in the HR policy
[9:37:07 AM] Bryan Chong: or else it would be consider el.
[9:37:15 AM] Bryan Chong: any valid reason on that?
[9:37:37 AM] ieda: err..nid to go back to hometown
[9:39:58 AM] ieda: b4 dis, i just want to go back on weekend,n come back to work on monday
[9:40:44 AM] ieda: suddenly, my mom ask me to stay until monday
[9:40:51 AM] ieda: hehe..
[9:41:01 AM] ieda: so, cannot arr?
[12:25:57 PM] Bryan Chong: o.0?
[12:25:58 PM] Bryan Chong: emm..
[12:26:18 PM] Bryan Chong: if got something bring back.. then boleh la.
[12:26:20 PM] Bryan Chong: :)
[12:26:30 PM] Bryan Chong: by the way, today can gao dim the tms list?
[12:28:11 PM] ieda: err..if my leave is approve, then can gao dim la..
[12:28:19 PM] ieda: hahaha.. :D
[12:29:59 PM] Bryan Chong: wa.. threaten superior le.
[12:30:08 PM] Bryan Chong: how a, chia wei..
[12:30:32 PM] Bryan Chong: if tms list gao dim + got kacang biscuit from hometown then boleh la.
[12:30:48 PM] Chia Wei: im ok 2..
[1:44:30 PM] ieda: hehe..not threaten lorr..
[1:44:43 PM] ieda: want kacang biscuit again meh?

dan perbualan kami terhenti sampai di sni, sbb aku ngk dia tgh discuss sumthing ngn Cherie. Tp, btol ke aku bley cuti ni??

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sambungan kisah (lmbt btol superior aku ni reply)

[2:00:32 PM] Bryan Chong: eem.. got others a.. ok also a.. lolz
[2:01:25 PM] ieda: haha..
[2:01:44 PM] Chia Wei: emm.. other choice la plz..
[2:01:46 PM] Chia Wei: haha
[2:01:57 PM] Chia Wei: tat1 try d ma
[2:02:31 PM] ieda: try d, then no nid to buy anything la..
[2:02:34 PM] ieda: haha..
[2:08:45 PM] Bryan Chong: so no take leave la?
[2:09:20 PM] ieda: huu..take.. ;(
[2:11:25 PM] Bryan Chong: applied adi?
[2:11:48 PM] ieda: not yet..so, i apply now arr..
[2:12:04 PM] ieda: :*
[2:13:15 PM] Bryan Chong: o..
[2:13:18 PM] Bryan Chong: ok lo
[2:13:28 PM] Bryan Chong: your boss say no problem ma.. i follow only.
[2:13:45 PM] ieda: which bos?
[2:13:56 PM] ieda: thank you bos ;)
[2:17:03 PM] ieda: ok, applied d
[2:17:24 PM] ieda: waiting for approval... (bow)
[2:17:47 PM] Bryan Chong: so.. boss no problem yea?
[2:18:15 PM] Bryan Chong: next time must be 1 week before.. if not would be consider EL adi.
[2:18:54 PM] ieda: ok..keep dat in mind..
[2:19:04 PM] ieda: thank you..
[2:19:13 PM] ieda: thank you boss..
[2:19:35 PM] Bryan Chong: you are welcome..
[2:19:42 PM] ieda: no rply from bos..consider approved la..
[2:19:43 PM] Bryan Chong: this is your leave, you deserve it.
[2:19:57 PM] Bryan Chong: if there is no urgent thing la.
[2:20:03 PM] ieda: :)

hati rasa lapang dan bahagia di hari jumaat yang di rahmati ni..
rasa rahmat-Nya melimpah ruah..ameen.
moga dipanjangkan rasa bahagia ini..
ngeee (sengih smpi ke telinga)

hati merasa sedey~

huu..
rasa x sabar nk blk kampung.
rasa cm da lama x blk kampung..
bile ngk kt calendar, rupanya da 2 bulan x blk..
tp, nape rs sgt rindu nk blk kampung ye..
Plan awal, ingt nk blk sabtu ahad je.
tp, bile mendapat nasehat orang yg lebih dewasa supaya apply cuti hari isnn sekali, dgn penoh mengharap,trus aku skype supervisor ntk discuss ngn dia, kot2 aku bley cuti next monday..
tp, aku mendapat khabar sedey..
supervisor x ckp pape pon. die cuma tanye, "why so rush? any valid reason"
pastu, bile aku tanye boley ke tak, die senyap je. dia x jwb pon.. (*_*)
huwaa..ini yg sedey ni..
ni lah sebabnya nape aku x ske mengharap.
tkt kecewa..
skrg, ngk..kan da kecewa..
huuu...hati tgh sedey, tp ssh nk pujuk diri sndri yg pandai2 meletak pengharapan yg tinggi agar cuti diluluskan..
uwaa..uwaa..

My birthday celebration~

1st July 2009.
This is my date of birth.
OMG, I am 23 years old..
arrr...
My Department college organized a birthday celebration for me.
They bought me a nice blueberry cheesecake from secret recipe.
We sing the birthday song, I blew out the candles and cut the cake.
Kevin, our formal photographer took some photo and recorded some video.
haha..I was so excited.
We ate the cake together.
urm..why Mr.Tan and Mr.Raymond joined the party huh? Suddenly they came to my birthday celebration, not like other college. They should gave me a birthday present.
Alaa..x sempat nak candid cake pix using my own handphone camera. Shud take some to put on my blog. Ntah bila la Kevin nak bagi pix and video yg die record tuh..
Kevin..kevin..(dalam nada mengeluh)
Not like a year before,I didn't received any birthday present for this 23rd birthday.
huu..no wishes from the person that I expected to wish.
Here is the pix of my bday cake decoration. Everyone oledy have their own toy, because they oledy celebrate theirs.


Today is Friday. So, tomorrow I can wake up late..haha..i lyke...
Don't have any plan for tomorrow. Feels like wanna sleep 48 hours non-stop.
Kalo buat perangai cmni kt umah mak, msti da lama telinga ni berdarah dengar bebelan mak + mak sengaja bukak volume radio and tv kuat + mak tutup kipas dlm bilik + bukak tingkap luas2 biar panas..huu..
But at my hometown, I know how to pretend in front of my mak, will get up early in the morning, take a shower, take my breakfast, watching tv, then go to sleep again around 10a.m in the morning..haha..
Miss my 'cuti' time during my school break or semester break. I wish that I have a time machine. I wish..
Feel like wanna go back to my school age, don't wanna grow up, don't wanna go to university, don't wanna have work, no responsibility, no burden, no nothing..
I wish~~

The unfortunate saturday..working + losing

Here am I again.
Can't wait to update my blog, but dunno what should I write.
Now, sitting on my un-ergonomic chair in this office, facing this old-giant pc.
Actually, I got 4 urgent issues need to be settled before next Tuesday.
But look at what am I doing right now?
I'm updating my blog!!isk3.. Aqua, u shud focus on ur work.
Even, I'm wasting my valuable holiday by coming to the office and working but still I'm wasting my working time on doing something else - blogging.
Haha..I don't care =P
Today, I lost one of my house-mate, k.ira. She moved out this morning to further her study in UPSI. Arghh..I'm losing one of my few friends in KL.
We're not so closed but still I feel sad and gloomy after she's leaving. We just know each other within three month back. She's my sister's friend who happened to be one of my house-mate after she and my sister helped me and Nana moved in to our new house in Damansara Damai.
Urmm..I think, I can't let people leave me. It'll makes me feel sad, even they are no one in my life.huhu..I hate the word 'SEPERATE', 'FAREWELL'.
But, I think this is the perfect quote that I should always keep in my mind.

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime, is certain for those who are friends. ~Richard Bach

Just rilex

Today, only got two on hands issues. One is Zakat report and another one is payslip come back issue. Both had settled and deployed.
haha..act, both issue are easy and can be settled in 2 hours time only. But because of my damn slow pc, I got stuck with this for the whole day.
Urm, after deployed the issues, then I dunno what should I do. I just sit on my chair at my workstation, pretend like am working..hahaha..
what a big liar.
Everyone has going back except us: me, nana, lynn and Jc.
Ok owh, nana ask to shut down the pc. Gotta go..My family is coming to my house today. They will saty here in Damansara for 3 days, to send my younger sister back to her college and visits our uncle. He's sick..Hope he'll get well soon.Ameen..